no ones dead

but my heart is grieving.

i can understand why you insist on pretending.

sometimes i struggle with that too.

its fun now,

but we all end up the same way.

but i really hope its not too late when you wake up.

id hate to see you trip & fall,

when the only one who can catch you,

you rejected repeatedly.

beware, those who offend you

they may be right

and destroy your spirit

be aware, those to defend you

they may be wrong

and destroy your soul

i think i might be back ...

after almost a year of wandering...

after almost a year of mindless blabbing...

after almost a year of garbage...

i think i found my way back here.

to where it all began

to a place where i can just be me

and forget about who might be watching

after almost a year

many things have changed

i'm back

but i'm not the same.